bienvenue :)

Another Word for Love. Je t’aime, ma mère ({})

She’s like an angel without wings. She guards me like an angel does. No matter how rude i am, i’ll still always have your love. When i reach home and see her, i suddenly think that a mother’s work is never ending, so i try to stop whining or complaining. Thank you for being such a great mom.

Mom, another word for love.

un beau cadeau :)

Salut à tous. Une journée assez fatigante. hehe, sorry for my poor French language.

HELLO HELLO! Today i wanna say sorry because i couldn’t play that well in this game, but i truly felt happy. Why? Because it was the first time i played with AMISCA, and that was great, memorable. This day we had a match with NYMPHEA, such a tiring and impressive match. Thanks for giving me this opportunity. Though we lost in this match, our struggle is still far from over. i wish we can play much much much better than today in next game. And that was the first time i played with my close friend, Vira. Hihi.

I wish we will be much more solid and better than before, keep fighting and never give up. Bismillah ~ and big thanks for our supporter, you are all awesome :D hehe

And today i got 2 starfish from my friend, Muhamad Arizki. i got a big one, and i was afraid that i would break the starfish, and it happened, the little starfish broke a bit when i was playing basketball, huhu. And did you see the cute yellow turtle? Kurnia gave it to me when they arrived from Idjen Crater. That time i couldn’t go to Idjen Crater because I experienced the symptoms of typhoid huhu kinda sad, but so lucky i am, having friends like all of you. hehe.

HEY! I really love beach and sometimes i wish that i could go there whenever i feel down hehe. Look look they’re cute. i dont know why i always think that starfish is  beautiful  and a lovely, I definitely couldn’t resist this happiness feeling when Arizki brought it for me, starfish is something that i really want to have. Starfish is unique. haha :)

Thank you so much my friends! I’ll treasure your gifts.

Oh, you should know that the turtle was made from Sulfur. In Idjen Crater, the formed sulfur can be used as a source of income.

OK, i think it’s enough for today. Go fight go win, Mon!

Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul said that ‘you don’t need to be perfect to do well.’ and it’s true.

 

IT TAKES MORE THAN JUST A STRUGGLE

New semester, new spirit.

That’s what they said when new semester comes, including me. Last semester, i was a little bit bothered by some things, no.. not things, but some courses, like organic chemistry, structure and chemical bonding, and also analytical chemistry. I’m bad at analytical, indeed. So lucky i am cause i got B in analytical chemistry. But to be honest, i felt a bit down when i went early in semester 3, because my sense of chem is not really good. and it happens again now, in the beginning of semester 4. luckily, i’m such a positive thinking person so i don’t really bothered by that things again. Well, i’m not complaining or whining right now, i just want to lighten my burdens, before everything becomes heavier.

I suddenly feel so small. God, sorry for this statement. This semester is my weakness, the physics chemistry is discussing about thermodynamics where i’ve been very bad at that part. Okay, looks like i have to study harder. and the second problem is the analytical chemistry, my analysis is not really good, and i know that the exam will be harder, so i have to study even harder in this course too. Three, my organic lecturer couldn’t explain the material good enough. I’m in the class but i got othing, seriously.

So, this semester i have to study much harder than before and sacrificing my time. It surely takes more than just a struggle.

The weakness is only weakness if you think of that way, you can make everything better. Push your body just a little bit more than you think you can. remember your goal. keep your passion, Mon.

Stop whining and complaining. it’s like you’re wasting God’s gift. There are many people out there whose lives are far more miserable than you, and if you are still shamelessly complaining, you are so mean.

you can do it, you can through this way :)

A dream doesn’t become reality through magic, it takes sweat, determination, and hard work. Be bold and courageous, Monica.